Mysterious Mona
Friday, July 25, 2008
Fear of Unknown.....
Hi everybody,
Sorry for remaining so passive in my blogs but thats not my mistake. I came to Mumbai on 14th of June and and my college started from 16th of June but till date I havent recieved my laptop. Today also, I borrowed it from one of my fren who recived it 2 days back, bcoz im eagery waiting to write my experiences out here.
Let me start from scratch. I landed in Mumbai on 14th of June and one my fren came to pick me up. Well, he is my net fren and we met first time, though we had a frenship from last 4 yrs. It was really wonderful. Its raining and then after one and half hour I reached my hostel. All formalities done and when he started to leave, I feel like cry. First time, I realized that now I am alone here and dont feeling gud. I went to my room and start unpacking the things and then I called one of my fren bcoz i was feeling very low and I started crying. I was not at all feeling gud and a fear of unknown is bothering me.
Anyways, all went well after that. Got busy with lectures, tried to make frens, but besides my flatmates i dont usually talk to thers. Do talk with some guys in my class but too is limited and dont know but I become reserved. I am always to be like this but last 3 yrs I got many gud frens(which I make after 2 yrs of my college :D). Now again the same silence is not bearable. Feels alone and has limited my talks as I dont know who gonna react how with any of my words. Usually see, girls arguaing with each other just for small small things and I dont wanna to do so.
Well, my past time has become sleeping and medidating. Whenever I am free, I try any of these two rather than keep gossiping which generally happens here..hehehehe..
But its good now, after 1 and a half month, I am adjusting and a great thing is that our college takes us to Lonawala for 2 day trip, about which I will write in my next Post with all the details.
Missing all my frens and you all...
My feelings are just flowing out here bcoz I know I can write here anythings without harming others...
Will keep in touch with you all..
Take care
Sorry for remaining so passive in my blogs but thats not my mistake. I came to Mumbai on 14th of June and and my college started from 16th of June but till date I havent recieved my laptop. Today also, I borrowed it from one of my fren who recived it 2 days back, bcoz im eagery waiting to write my experiences out here.
Let me start from scratch. I landed in Mumbai on 14th of June and one my fren came to pick me up. Well, he is my net fren and we met first time, though we had a frenship from last 4 yrs. It was really wonderful. Its raining and then after one and half hour I reached my hostel. All formalities done and when he started to leave, I feel like cry. First time, I realized that now I am alone here and dont feeling gud. I went to my room and start unpacking the things and then I called one of my fren bcoz i was feeling very low and I started crying. I was not at all feeling gud and a fear of unknown is bothering me.
Anyways, all went well after that. Got busy with lectures, tried to make frens, but besides my flatmates i dont usually talk to thers. Do talk with some guys in my class but too is limited and dont know but I become reserved. I am always to be like this but last 3 yrs I got many gud frens(which I make after 2 yrs of my college :D). Now again the same silence is not bearable. Feels alone and has limited my talks as I dont know who gonna react how with any of my words. Usually see, girls arguaing with each other just for small small things and I dont wanna to do so.
Well, my past time has become sleeping and medidating. Whenever I am free, I try any of these two rather than keep gossiping which generally happens here..hehehehe..
But its good now, after 1 and a half month, I am adjusting and a great thing is that our college takes us to Lonawala for 2 day trip, about which I will write in my next Post with all the details.
Missing all my frens and you all...
My feelings are just flowing out here bcoz I know I can write here anythings without harming others...
Will keep in touch with you all..
Take care
4 Comments:
Aww! I can understand what it feels like. Get up and cheer urself. Listen to some music, go around the town or have good food. it will help! It does...
cheer up gal!
n njoy ur trip
Cheer up girl.. chill n relax!!
hey wait for sometime everything will settle into its own sweet pace :)
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