Mysterious Mona
Monday, September 28, 2009
Chand..........
Itne sare taro ke beech, chand kitna tanha hai...
Phir bhi har pal muskurata hai, aur sabko khush kar jata hai...
Chand ka to maksad hi, dharti ka andhera door karna hai...
Par us andhere ka kya jo har waqt chand ko ghere rehta hai...
Chand ne aasmaan par ek alag jagah banayi hai...
Dharti ke saath saath, taro ki bhi sundarta banayi hai...
Chand ki chandni mein, her cheej doodh si dhul jati hai...
Pyar se banayi gayi sangmarmar ki imarat to mano jaan hi aa jati hai...
Chand ka didar mano, priyatam se mulakat hai...
Door rehne walo ki bus ik yahi to awaj hai...
Chand ki sundarta ka koi na hisab hai...
Karvachoth aur id ke din bus chand ka hi intzaar hai...
Dharti ke liye, bhagwan ka yeh sabse pyara uphaar hai...
Chand to bus itne mein hi khush hai, ki voh bahut se dilo ki Jaan hai....
Phir bhi har pal muskurata hai, aur sabko khush kar jata hai...
Chand ka to maksad hi, dharti ka andhera door karna hai...
Par us andhere ka kya jo har waqt chand ko ghere rehta hai...
Chand ne aasmaan par ek alag jagah banayi hai...
Dharti ke saath saath, taro ki bhi sundarta banayi hai...
Chand ki chandni mein, her cheej doodh si dhul jati hai...
Pyar se banayi gayi sangmarmar ki imarat to mano jaan hi aa jati hai...
Chand ka didar mano, priyatam se mulakat hai...
Door rehne walo ki bus ik yahi to awaj hai...
Chand ki sundarta ka koi na hisab hai...
Karvachoth aur id ke din bus chand ka hi intzaar hai...
Dharti ke liye, bhagwan ka yeh sabse pyara uphaar hai...
Chand to bus itne mein hi khush hai, ki voh bahut se dilo ki Jaan hai....
Wrote in 16th April, 05....
Labels: Chand
Monday, September 21, 2009
You have changed a lot....
Writing a post after a long time..I can blame on my MBA or my mind that doesn't get enough ideas now to put here.
Since a long time, i am fighting with myself, keeping myself learning many new things and then unlearning certain things.
But then there are times, when you feel that not a single thing has its meaning..
You search for your existence in this earth, you search for those answers that can never be answered. You get an anxiety about the future and certain things will definitely make you feel why those things will ever comes to you.
You see all kinds of movies, making you think all kinds of nonsense, shaking your faith and then you see some thing else and again back to your basics.
In between all this, you are torn out, you are materialized, have lost your innocence, your livelihood, your charm and your childhood...
And then people says, You have changed a lot....
Since a long time, i am fighting with myself, keeping myself learning many new things and then unlearning certain things.
But then there are times, when you feel that not a single thing has its meaning..
You search for your existence in this earth, you search for those answers that can never be answered. You get an anxiety about the future and certain things will definitely make you feel why those things will ever comes to you.
You see all kinds of movies, making you think all kinds of nonsense, shaking your faith and then you see some thing else and again back to your basics.
In between all this, you are torn out, you are materialized, have lost your innocence, your livelihood, your charm and your childhood...
And then people says, You have changed a lot....
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
I am What I am...
Let me start this post with a single quote "I am what I am."
You always see people saying this, even many times I say this to many people, this is what I am. But do I actually mean that.
Like most of the time I try to be my best and not for my self but for others. I wrote earlier also that we live for the expectations of other and sometimes if we want to be our self its not being easily accepted.
It really hurts when you keep trying to understand everybody around you and not a single person knows what's going inside you.
But that's how life goes. Sometimes, I am really scared that the time will come when I will be most hatred person on this earth who don;t have any feeling for any body because I have been stone hearten by then.
I don't want to be like this but when you see your friends are not able to digest your jokes or your words its better to be silent then worry others and yourself.
You always see people saying this, even many times I say this to many people, this is what I am. But do I actually mean that.
Like most of the time I try to be my best and not for my self but for others. I wrote earlier also that we live for the expectations of other and sometimes if we want to be our self its not being easily accepted.
It really hurts when you keep trying to understand everybody around you and not a single person knows what's going inside you.
But that's how life goes. Sometimes, I am really scared that the time will come when I will be most hatred person on this earth who don;t have any feeling for any body because I have been stone hearten by then.
I don't want to be like this but when you see your friends are not able to digest your jokes or your words its better to be silent then worry others and yourself.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Trip to Shirdi....
In between of the hectic schedule of our college. We friends plan to go to the shirdi after our mid term exam on 14th March.
Its the first time that I went with my friends for a night out trip and had a real blast.
10 of us left for shirdi at 10 in the night on a Tavera and after having a whole night journey we reached shirdi early in the morning at 3 AM.
We all were awake last night so was bit tired but forget it the moment we stepped the ashram. None of my girl friends take bath there as they feel it dirty. But, i being to many such place found it neater then other places.
Well, after taking bath we went to mandir at 4:30 in the morning and had to wait for 3 hours before we had darshan of Sai Baba...
After that all procedure last till 9:30 and then we had breakfast and then having rest for an hour we head back to Nasik. Got to see soime good places like panchvati and then the way from Nasik to Bombay was just amazing. We take breaks at few places enjoy the scenerie, had pistures and then by 7:30 in the evening we are back to hostel.
It was bit depressing to be back but that weekend we had real fun and I am sure neither me or or frens will forget this trip.
Its the first time that I went with my friends for a night out trip and had a real blast.
10 of us left for shirdi at 10 in the night on a Tavera and after having a whole night journey we reached shirdi early in the morning at 3 AM.
We all were awake last night so was bit tired but forget it the moment we stepped the ashram. None of my girl friends take bath there as they feel it dirty. But, i being to many such place found it neater then other places.
Well, after taking bath we went to mandir at 4:30 in the morning and had to wait for 3 hours before we had darshan of Sai Baba...
After that all procedure last till 9:30 and then we had breakfast and then having rest for an hour we head back to Nasik. Got to see soime good places like panchvati and then the way from Nasik to Bombay was just amazing. We take breaks at few places enjoy the scenerie, had pistures and then by 7:30 in the evening we are back to hostel.
It was bit depressing to be back but that weekend we had real fun and I am sure neither me or or frens will forget this trip.
Friday, March 06, 2009
Life is Magic....
Life is Magic and we always search for one or the other magic waiting to happen with us in our day to -day life.
I don't know about others but at least I do. We all are brought up by listening the stories of Cinderella, White Snow and many more stories related to magical world.
And Now when I analyze my life I saw a magic in it. A magic that happens with me everyday, every single act of mine create a magic in it. In stories, everything happens at a blink and we also hopes for the same but forget to see the real life magic.
I always wish a magic to happen with me and it do. I saw it happening slowing and consistently with life.
And I am really grateful the way my life has traveled so far. Every action and reaction has a logic and reason behind it. I always believe whatever happens, it happen for good.
If you wish something, it definitely comes to you but on its own time. Just believe on it and do your share of work.
Just a quote to I remember, "Don't be afraid to make your castle in air, this is where they have to be...Just make its foundation on earth..."
P.S: Nothing specific is coming in my mind and this is what I want to write from long ago...So its just the way, I am thinking around...
Labels: Cindrella..., Life, Magic
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Friends..........
New Life, new place and new friends..
This is what life is all about and till yet I haven't mention here that after coming to Mumbai, I had made very good frens just like my previous frens..
Its the first time in my whole student life that I made frens so easily and fast. We had made our own family. Some are very close to my heart and they are always present for me at any point of time..
I dont know, why I am writing all these but Just wanna thanks GOD to shower his blessings on me in form of frens.
But again, with new frens, new responsibilities and differences in thinking and showing concern is always spur some or the other issues. I know many things will change with every passing day. But I will always look for a better side for it and pray whatever happens
But, again a fear of loosing them always hurts me because as time passes many things change and I have seen many such incidents.
I just pray to God to make his blessing always with me..
Love you all and miss me old frens also very much as these frens always reminds of them.
This is what life is all about and till yet I haven't mention here that after coming to Mumbai, I had made very good frens just like my previous frens..
Its the first time in my whole student life that I made frens so easily and fast. We had made our own family. Some are very close to my heart and they are always present for me at any point of time..
I dont know, why I am writing all these but Just wanna thanks GOD to shower his blessings on me in form of frens.
But again, with new frens, new responsibilities and differences in thinking and showing concern is always spur some or the other issues. I know many things will change with every passing day. But I will always look for a better side for it and pray whatever happens
But, again a fear of loosing them always hurts me because as time passes many things change and I have seen many such incidents.
I just pray to God to make his blessing always with me..
Love you all and miss me old frens also very much as these frens always reminds of them.
Labels: Friendship
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Unknown Voice....
Somewhere from far away,
I heard a voice that called my name...
I go and go in search of him,
but find myself all alone in the way...
I know the voice was just behind me,
but as I look back there was no one indeed...
Its just my imagination that you are always with me...
Your voice eco within me and your touch always heel me...
I feel your company whenever I am alone..
You are always there to show me the path,
When there is no ray of hope...
You protect me as a child, You teach me as a guide...
Whenever there is darkness, you come to light up the night...
You soothes my heart, you makes me laugh...
Whenever I am at the lower side, you help me to touch the stars..
You makes me realize that how to remain happy in life...
Enjoy my own company and makes everybody to smile...
I heard a voice that called my name...
I go and go in search of him,
but find myself all alone in the way...
I know the voice was just behind me,
but as I look back there was no one indeed...
Its just my imagination that you are always with me...
Your voice eco within me and your touch always heel me...
I feel your company whenever I am alone..
You are always there to show me the path,
When there is no ray of hope...
You protect me as a child, You teach me as a guide...
Whenever there is darkness, you come to light up the night...
You soothes my heart, you makes me laugh...
Whenever I am at the lower side, you help me to touch the stars..
You makes me realize that how to remain happy in life...
Enjoy my own company and makes everybody to smile...
Nothing comes in mind to write, so put this poem which I wrote 4 yrs back on 28th Dec,04
